my love has a wonderful way with words. her words blow my mind.
especially when she's refering to me. getting the chance to hear
someone else talk about how you are, what you do and how it makes them
feel can be a wonderful life changing event or a positive reassurance
that you are continually doing the right thing. it is an interesting
feeling either way.
it appears i will be moving and i'm happy about it! my family on the
other hand couldn't dislike the idea any more than they do. they're
not unhappy for the reasons i'm moving. just the fact i'm moving! i'm
much loved. and so it is hard on them. but this does not only work one
way. i will miss my family as much as they will miss me. i just won't
be angry over it.
yes, yes! more than once has he come to the rescue of my phonetragically smashing into the inevitably damaging hard floor! i lovehim. and he loves me. give'm a little squeeze and he will prove it toyou! confused? well 'lil bow wow is the nick i attached to a newrather adorable trinket my girl friend gave to me for valintines day.i attached him to my phone because my original holder broke and ineeded a way to keep a handle on my phone. and boy oh boy does it workwell! thank you love. hug hug. kiss kiss. (yeah that was cheesy butits not meant for you random internet reader person) hehe
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and such a small mobile blogging ability with my phone. i don't know
what to say. or what to choose to say. maybe the big stuff will have
to wait 'till i get a real net connection.
yeah i know. its not like there are a lot of people just waiting for
my next blog. but i know of a couple. ...
a test of my emergency phone blogging system
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i was just thinking what my life would be like living in illinois near
my girlfriend. I pictured just a glimpse of what it would be, what
she's told me she desires. Very simple things. And i felt a huge burst
of love toward and from her. "Oh my god i love you so much." It was
such a comforting thought.
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August 21st, 2:35am in the morning:
I started laughing so hard today in church. I noticed something that I found very funny on the attendance list: “Faces needed for wet sponge throwing booth”. I had to hold back very hard to stop myself from laughing in the middle of Elders quorum and it didn’t help much. Because I showed my brother next to me and he noticed and thought it was funny as well. And whenever I hear someone else laugh it makes me laugh so we were building off of each other and I let out a few bursts of one shot laughs. I had quite a few people look in our direction. It was quite funny. I even heard a few laughs from the other brethren because I suppose they thought it was funny themselves to hear someone laughing and them not knowing what it was that was so funny.
Made with a Windows XP Sony Vaio Notebook.
I’m having issues! I want to go see my friend Cuteness in Illinois. But it turns out that after hours of research on a plane ticket I found out a couple things. One: my mother doesn’t want me to go. And two: I didn’t even have enough money to purchase the ticket!! That’s thanks to my going out and returning my beautiful MacBook PC for this even more beautiful Sony Vaio which is so much better and worth the money I spent over it. But it made me broke! Broke, broke, broke! I don’t like it. But I love the notebook. Even more so now that I am typing on it this very moment in MS Word. I’m really becoming acquainted with the keyboard, which I thought was a piece of crap at first, but it turns out that it is a joy to type with. Now I want to write a novel. I actually feel like I am at this very moment. I’m being very long-winded in this blog. It’s quite fun and partly because I want to type as much as possible.
On the way home from my hectically fun night of church and fun with web caming with friends over the internet. I still haven’t gotten around to testing out my phone-as-modem connection which is something I look forward to very much.
Last night, or last, last night, I talked to Cuteness until it was 5AM her time. Which is two hours later than it is here in Phoenix, Arizona. A beautiful hot state. Anyway, we fell asleep together. Or almost. And a couple funny… well more than a couple… comments were made. She said, after a very long silence of what I thought was her sleeping, (maybe it was, but it’s very difficult to tell the way she goes in and out of the dream state) “This is going to sound weird… *laughs*… but I really like sleeping with you.”
Which clearly seems to be true. Well it’s even true on my side. It’s just somehow enjoyable to fall asleep or to get sleepy with Cuteness. It’s comfortable and I think it has something to do with our special bond we’ve built over this year of friendship building. We have talked a LOT. Almost every single night. Not for an entire year. But, it was quite the majority of the year, indeed. So, we have this comfort of being sleepy with each other. Talking about subjects considered “deep” of thought.
I noticed that as we were talking this last night in a three-way call with Sweetness that she seemed to be hanging on. I was quite surprised because, well, in fact Sweetness seemed to be hanging on as well. I think they wanted to hear me say: “I bought the plane ticket!”. Sadly I was unable to once I realized that I probably didn’t have enough money. But, gratefully I have enough money to pay for my phone bill that is due today. It’s quite expensive and a little ridiculous. But, I love my phone and to me it’s worth every penny. I’m thinking about canceling my subscription to my PCS vision deal. I only watch one of the channels and only once in a while. And when I do, it eats up way too much battery juice.
It’s time for bed.
"It is a man's job to love the hell out of a woman. Not to love the hell in her." -Roy Masters
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I'm still thinking about visiting my friend in another state. It seems pretty obvious she likes me. I know she does, but I also know that she doesn't want to cloud her mind with thoughts of more than a friendship with an already very good friend.
She offered that once I go out to visit her we will have to go on an official date. Just because it'd be my first, unless I go on one before then, that is. So much for clouding thoughts of our friendship?
I took a "date survey" today in church. It was basic question about what we, as a stake, think of dating. Very simple questions and one of them was about would you be comfortible dating a friend. I put, "Sure, if she's up for it".
At work today I finally got around to some REAL manager work! It was quite fun. It's pretty fun and very interesting how the "manager" / "coworker" relation goes. It's also amazing how I have to remind my fellow employees about simple tasks and obvious things they know they should or should not be doing. Going on a tangent, I love my MacBook. It's so fun to type with. I knew it would be. The keyboard is actually part of the reason I wanted the MacBook over the Pro version.
I'm so tired. I can't imagine how Cuteness feels talking to me every night and staying up two hours later than I because of daylight savings time. It really is no wonder why she zonks out over the phone often. It's quite cute to hear her mumblings about random half dream thoughts about what she thought I said or talk about something that I have no clue what she means because she's responding to the "dream me".
I haven't listened to Roy Masters in a very long time. It's either talk to Cuteness or listen to him. I've chosen Cuteness.
It's raining outside right now. It's so wonderful. I LOVE rain. I love thunder and lightning and wind. It smells so fresh, so fantastic and clean.
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So, I'm sitting here in a laundry mat with my muhthah. They have cable TV and the place smells nice and has all the ambience of a laundry mat. It's pretty nice. But it doesn't make a good place to start a conversation. My friend, Cuteness txt'd me while she had some time to spare at work - about three hours to spare. So I called her up and we were talking. I was very hungry so she did most of the talking. And by the way I bought a new MacBook laptop and it's fantastic to type with. Very beautiful gentle feel to the keyboard. Not to mention the battery life is very good as well.
The first night I had it I installed the program onto it - the main reason I bought it. And I ended up being highly disappointed, although it was expected since I already knew that the version of Reason I was installing had issues with the latest version. Although all is well because I installed the latest "update" that is compatible with theh new MacBooks and it works flawlessly!
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Today was a very difficult day at work. I have been officially promoted to Sr.Ass.Man. as of yesterday if i recall correctly. That is abb. :o
Reading the Book of Mormon has never had such meaning as it does now. I came to the understanding that we're to read it daily because as our ...
My manager told me today how greatfull he was that he could acomplish so much because of me. Ain't that cool!? Hehe.:o
I've got the glasses! I've got the shorts! Now i just need the shoes, socks and shirt that make me feel cool and comfy! :o
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